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    July 21

    life

                 最近发现自己写野好没水平, superifical 左, sigh... 书看少了.....
                   wut's life? have u ever think of dat ?......
                 Is human life just a dream, from which we never really awake, as some great thinkers claim? Are we submerged by our feelings, by our loves and hates, by our ideas of good, bad, beautiful, awful? Are we incapable of knowing beyond those ideas and feelings?
                The nite b4 when i was with my dear strolling along the river side, a little gal with a bunch of flowers headed towards us ,i felt sth , sth
     bad, i knew wut' s going to happen , but it's was just the moment when i realised wut she' s gonna do, my legs were already trapped.   Yes, it happened again, the little gal begged us to buy her flowers,   we can afford it for sure, but it just isn't rite to support such an immoral action.    It took us so long after she realised that we denied to  take her flowers and yet released my legs and let me go.....however, audience around were waiting for a big show....
                    why took us so long? coz we refused to take violence, I just hate violence.    These gals were being controlled, they were the victims, not us.!!!!!!.....i really dun't understand y ppl can be  so cruelhearted ,to take these little gals as profitable tools, they were supposed to be at school and being educated !!! Look at these gals....dirty , hungry and hurt, i can't believe ppl kicking them down without any hesitiation, and guess wut , with full strength !!! wut will u feel when u c  yr own child being kicked , crying but still begging for just a few yuan ? i believed they cried not bcoz they were pretending there and earned for sympahty but they were truly afraid of being beaten without selling a bunch~~~~
                  I fetl bad..when watching this little creature's  tears rolling down her eyes... i couldn't do anything to help her and yet this was her life....no matter how bad it is, everyone ownes their own life.    I sincerely hope dat this awful experience can iron her spirit and yet become someone cherishable  but not leading a life full of hatred against this beautiful world.....

    puzzle

                  星期日同sam出去, 遇见卖puzzle的铺头, 兴致勃勃, 买了.......
                  1000 pieces的puzzle , 好耐没玩过, 我中意砌puzzle, 因为砌puzzle个时, 心特别平静, 就是个种岩岩好既感觉, 你悟可以勉强或者随便甘稳一块砌上去,因为稍微有D悟合适, 个一块都悟可能inset到那特定的pattern里面.......砌puzzle需要time, 更加需要patient, 在成千pieces里面, 寻找那唯一的一块, 当你稳到, 砌上去既时候, 个种感觉好微妙......
                 沉晚OT完翻屋企已经1点几了, bathe完之后, 摊系床度, 好exhausted..... browse左下放系窗台的puzzle, 中间miss的那一块, 仲未稳到.....然后决心今晚稳距出来, 于是慢慢稳,一块块甘摊开, 2点半, 终于稳到了...perfect match...然后甜甜地睡去.....
                  完成一副puzzle可能要花上一个月,2个月甚至更长既时间, 个种过程就好似你亲自bring up一件作品甘 , 从零散既pieces, 到一幅可以上frame既画,个种感觉, 惟独自己动手砌过先可以感受得到..... 
                   将你既work done送卑你care既人, 悟系作为一件成品去欣赏, 而系一种为你所care既人付出时间同努力既结晶,  倘若(他/她)第一感觉只作为成品甘去欣赏, 那么你既努力已经白费了, 一幅画既欣赏价值远远大于由一副puzzle砌出来既pattern, 如果(他/她)只是一心想让你欣赏最美的图案的话, 何必spend so much time on it 呢?